During the last week or so my life has taken a sudden turn from bad to worse. I still haven't found a dose of thyroid hormone that won't make me feel worse within a week from starting even though at first it improves my condition. My neck and shoulders are now so painful and tense it's nearly impossible for me to lay down without developing extreme headaches, which not only makes sleeping difficult but makes it impossible for me to rest and relax my abdominal muscles that too are tense and very painful. The tension in the abdominals in turn messes up with my pelvis and pelvic floor meaning more tension and pain, with no way to relieve it, no way to treat it. As if this wasn't horrible enough, my messed up thyroid state for some reason translates to high levels of adrenaline in my blood with all the symptoms you could imagine from shaking cold hands to much worse things. Because of the turn-of-the-year holidays fysiotherapists and such are largely unavailable. Things are getting worse day by day, and I don't see how things could even stop deteriorating in the next ten days. To put it simply I'm in hell created by my own body, and I don't know if there's any way out at all!
If there's anything at all that's positive to say, I'll let you know in here. But if you don't see any updates from me you can assume things are horribly wrong with me and not getting better. And I'm sad to say but that may be the state of things to be for long, long time.