I've tried at least thrice write a journal entry to explain why I have to stop posting things here. Every one of them has turned into an over-long navel-gazing self-pitying pathetic piece of crap. So instead I'm just stating the facts. I'm no longer uploading anything from now on. I have also resolved to no longer look into my gallery again either. Call it a new year's resolution if that happens to amuse you.
This may be a temporary state of affairs that can change after I have cleared some things out for myself and thought things through well enough. But don't expect changes. If they happen, they will happen in the unforeseeable future. Maybe years from now. Or not at all.
So if you are wondering why my last upload is a christmas card from 2012, this is the answer.